Saturday, December 15, 2012

Reporting Live From China

It's been a while...

After nearly three months of living, working and pretty much being immersed in China, I've come to find that live isn't that much different here than it is at home. Mind you, that is probably because I've begun making friends here and I am lucky to have such a gifted English class relative to other classes in the school and probably in the entire district.

Nonetheless, the first three months in Shenzhen have definitely been an eye-opener. I probably couldn't have asked for a better experience to start off my (hopefully) long career as a teacher. I've learned so much about teaching and about living here and I know that I will just continue to be faced with new challenges to learn from.

It is, however, interesting to note the cultural differences between living in Shenzhen and living in Vancouver. Besides the obvious language barrier, there are just some things we take for granted in Vancouver. One of these is the concept of personal space. It's almost becoming a given for me to expect someone to lay their head on my shoulder if they are standing behind me in line, or brush up against me in a crowd and push.

It is true what we were told in August: "It is a hurry to get nowhere." People push, and rush, and move at a pace that is frighteningly fast, but at the end of the day, we're all moving towards the same goal and the same place? It leaves me asking whether this is just engrained in them culturally or is due to the growing population which begs and pleads for this inherent competitive nature.

There are concepts here, however, that I will most definitely miss when I go back to Canada. The most significant of these is tied to education. While there are certain things that definitely are lacking within their educational philosophies, the respect the children give to their teachers is unparalleled. It's actually quite refreshing. These children are taught at a very early age to respect their teachers and even though I  do believe in teachers earning the respect of their students, it's nice that my students have that mentality towards me but also towards their other teachers as well.

There are definitely differences between cultural beliefs and pedagogies that I am attempting to mitigate, but I hope that I learn the best of both cultures and bring them back home.

Monday, August 6, 2012

My favourite story of the Olympics (so far)...

The Olympics always has this fascinating way of telling stories that both embolden the spirit. Undoubtedly, there have been many stories during London 2012 that have done that for me and for many others, but the story of Wojdan Shaherkani has been the best so far. Regardless of all the controversy over inexperience and proper judo attire, she stands for everything the Olympics symbolizes: representing your country and doing the absolute best that you can do.

Whether she truly realizes the effect of her performance on sport and women and girls everywhere doesn't matter. What matters is that she stood tall, brave and proud in front of the entire world, fought and shone.

Wojdan Shaherkani, NY Times

Wojdan Shaherkani, Buzzfeed

Thursday, June 21, 2012

My dear Wormwood,

"You see, it is so hard for these creatures to persevere. The routine of adversity, the gradual decay of youthful loves and youthful hopes, the quiet despair (hardly felt as pain) of overcoming the chronic temptations with which we have again and again defeated them, the drabness which we create in their lives and the inarticulate resentment with which we teach them to respond to it - all this provides admirable opportunities of wearing out a soul by attrition ... So inveterate is their appetite for Heaven that our best method, at this stage, of attaching them to earth is to make them believe that earth can be turned into Heaven at some future date by politics or eugenics or 'science' or psychology or what not."

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Life-long learner

As educators we must be learners first. If we are to be better educators, we must first be better learners. We may not always have a choice in what we learn. After so long not being involved with learning, many educators do not know how much they do not know ... The biggest hypocrisy of the Education Profession is that the educators too often have become poor learners unwilling to leave their comfort zones to improve their learning. They are not “bad teachers” they are however victims of bad practices of a complacent education system. To be better educators, we first need to be better learners. 
Read the rest HERE



The Screwtape Letters

My favourite part so far:

Leave them to discuss whether "Love", or patriotism, or celibacy, or candles on altars, or teetotalism, or education are "good" or "bad". Can't you see there's no answer? Nothing matters at all except the tendency of a given state of mind, in given circumstances, to move a particular patient in a particular moment nearer to the Enemy or nearer to us. 
First off, if you haven't read 'The Screwtape Letters', read it. It makes you think about religion and faith and spirituality and it allows for a deep reflection on one's own beliefs regarding religion and spiritual matters as well. This passage, however, is, I believe, the key to your own opinions and others' opinions as well. The patriotism or love, in itself, is neither good nor bad; rather, we must ask ourselves whether love or patriotism puts us in a state of mind that allows us to be closer to God. It is how these feelings affect our own state of mind and, perhaps, state of soul that matters.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Learning by Making


This is my educational dream: where the focus of student learning and assessment of learning is done through creation.
Then one day I had it in a sentence. “Making creates evidence of learning.” The thing you make—whether it be a robot, rocket, or blinking LED—is evidence that you did something, and there is also an entire process behind making that can be talked about and shared with others. How did you make it? Why? Where did you get the parts? Making is not just about explaining the technical process; it’s also about the communication about what you’ve done. 
This kind of conversation is the core of Maker Faire. Makers bring what they’ve made and share it with others. They answer questions and explain how things work. They get feedback and meet others who have insights into what they’ve made. We might consider it a performance-based assessment, just like what happens in the work world.
Read the entire article HERE 

Learning by doing is an educational philosophy they reference in this article and it stemmed from a man named John Dewey. He believed that the school is a microcosm for the real world. Thus, what we do in school should reflect what students will do outside of it. This proposes that education should be more vocationally based, but the reality of schooling and education is that it is taught didactically. That is to say that we 'drop knowledge' on students every day in different classes (i.e. math, science, English, social studies etc.) and hope that they absorb enough of it in order to showcase their understanding on a test or some other form of written assessment. Unfortunately, I have done this and resorted to this during my limited time teaching because it's easy. Because it's been done before. Because it's the tradition of teaching that our generation and the generations before us have been raised with.

It's not going to work anymore. The reality is that with the dawn of technology and the era of convenience, this is no longer engaging students. In the past, students may have accepted this as teaching and accepted that they would be bored, but would jump through the hoop anyway. The tide, however, is changing. Not only are students showing that this is not the best way they can showcase what they know, but teachers are also starting to become convinced that learning by doing is equally as important as taking the test.

Nonetheless, tradition is important especially within the context the education. And although we may say we are trying to move forward, convenience and, unfortunately, cost will not create the waves of change that need to take place. That being said, some teachers do an exceptional job at combining the traditional methods of assessment with the learning by doing principle. They have a test, but they also have another form of assessment in which students must show their knowledge through a performance based assessment. For instance, there would be a test, but also a short play showcasing the main concepts of a unit or building a table that can hold 10 lbs or demonstrating how to use a microscope. In this way, these teachers satisfy students who excel in the traditional form of teaching but also allow students who struggle with reading and writing to showcase their knowledge through creation. Creation is the highest level of learning and, thus, could be argued as the best way to assess whether a student has truly learned the material.

That being said, as a new teacher, I have very many limitations and still struggle to assess what my students know. As I continue to learn and mould my own teaching and assessment philosophy, I can only hope that I engage my students in a way that adequately allows them to learn and showcase what they know in ways that most benefits their own methods of learning.

Monday, June 4, 2012

Storm of Swords - George RR Martin

Before I discuss Storm of Swords, I have to admit that I have not read the first two books in the series, but I have religiously watched and studied the TV series. I'm addicted. Nay. I am EXTREMELY addicted. As far as I'm concerned, I live in the Seven Kingdoms and I am this omniscient character that sees and feels and experiences everything that the characters feel. 
Storm of Swords was extremely enticing. More so than the first two seasons of TV. The more I reflect on the first two books, from what I've seen on TV, I see them very much as a set up for all the events in this book. This book had plot twists and turns that I never saw coming. Characters that I didn't think GRRM would kill off died extremely violent deaths, and then didn't, and then did.

But even further than that, the bigger themes of love, power and loyalty could be understood TOGETHER. How beautiful. It's amazing when an author can outline big concepts and big themes in a way that makes a reader reflect on their own experiences and opinions regarding these themes. It's even more amazing when an author can so effortlessly connect these themes together in one way and then make you question those connections in another. The relationships between characters constantly make us question in these themes and the roles they play in our own lives. If you read this book, which I highly suggest you do, you can choose to read for the plot and for the characters, but I hope you admire it and empathize with it based on your own beliefs and opinions. Brilliant book.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Refugee gets high school diploma in two years


Earning a high school diploma in two years may be considered a rare feat. Doing it while learning English and working two jobs to support a family of 13 may seem impossible.  
But Congolese refugee Rehani Mbula walked the stage Friday after doing just that. 
Read more: http://www.mysanantonio.com/news/education/article/Refugee-gets-high-school-diploma-in-two-years-3603805.php#ixzz1whVKLHmO
I love education. I love hard work. I'm in awe.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Half of a Yellow Sun - Chimamanda Adichie

This story has literally everything you would want: love, war, violence, family, rivalry, and the deep themes that you would want to dissect IF you want to dissect them. Colonialism is so ripe within the storyline and is the constant cornerstone which the reader finds himself or herself returning to. Nothing in this book can be explained thoroughly without understanding the consequences of colonialism on Nigeria. Undoubtedly, it is colonialism itself that causes the Biafran War. It's a brilliant case study of the effects of colonialism, but it's so easy to identify with its mor e personal themes that the history becomes almost irrelevant once you start getting to know the people that make up the story itself.

education of the whole child

"We will not find the solution to problems of violence, alienation, ignorance, and unhappiness in increasing our security, imposing more tests, punishing schools for their failure to produce 100 percent proficiency, or demanding that teachers be knowledgeable in the subjects they teach. Instead, we must allow teachers and students to interact as whole persons, and we must develop policies that treat the school as a whole community.”


- Nel Noddings

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Mother Teresa says...

What can you do to promote world peace? Go home and love your family.


Simple and effective.

Friday, May 18, 2012

Ira Glass on Storytelling


I literally went through a few phases during my practicum where I felt that I sucked. I was terrible. I was not good at this and even though I knew that my heart was in the right place and my passion and calling lay with teaching, I genuinely thought I was no good.

It took this video to remind me that where I wanted to be was not going to be reached within 3 months. It probably won't be reached in my entire career, but that the point of this job and the point of a calling is to work. Be creative. Work hard and the results you search for will come.

This was pedagogical inspiration and it became both a huge wake-up call and a piece of pedagogical inspiration that will stay with me for a very long time.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Sunday, March 18, 2012

my new motto

Jedidiah Jenkins is brilliant.


My dear Wormwood,  
I received your letter this morning and I must say I am not the least bit pleased. You brag and gloat that you got the face of the world’s largest youth movement to go mad. To tear off his clothes and cry out to the Enemy in the streets for all the world to see. You list the lies you whispered in his ear as if it was some brilliant chess move. I understand that you think this is a huge victory, but I’m afraid you are terribly wrong. You fool. You have ruined everything. You had a perfect opportunity to inflate his pride, to make him believe it was indeed his voice and vision that woke the world up to love and justice. You could have coached him to be eloquent and poised, and in so doing, trick the world into giving him the credit. These millions of disgustingly idealistic and optimistic young people could have believed that this man is the author of love and justice. You could have distracted them completely from the ideas of love and justice. You could have distracted them completely from The Enemy and His work in the individual hearts and minds of young people. You could have made them think ‘I’ll never be that smart, that creative, that loving, that handsome, that true, so I might as well do nothing.’  
But now, oh, what have you done? You’ve ruined the work that was started. You not only robbed us of the power of pride over the man, but now you’ve robbed us of the youth who look to him. I already see my fears coming true. The youth are now looking beyond the madness, beyond the man. They are looking at the ideas. They are looking at the Enemy. They are seeing their own flaws and calling them to the surface. They are loving the man behind the madness and seeing themselves in him. They are cleaving to the Enemy and singing songs of strength, brotherhood, and victory over evil. They are doing the most dangerous thing of all: they are giving grace and holding strong to the principles of love and justice. They now have no idol. They now have no icon. They only have the very things you were supposed to distract them from: the core message. I’m afraid all might be lost.  
I am convening an emergency meeting of devils and demons this very evening to do damage control. Our only hope is to empower the rumors and lies and convince these humans that mistakes and madness poison the message. It is a weak defense, I know, but it may be all you’ve left us with. 
With deep regret that I did not train you well enough, your devastated uncle, Screwtape. (this is from a conversation I had with Tom Shadyac, who used the example above to paint the truth of all of this) 

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

challenges

i really admire people who care enough to challenge me, my thoughts, my opinions and methods. 

some times, you're going to think you have the answers all ready in your head to spurt out. other times, you're never going to get it and all you're left with are more and more questions. 

but other times, and these are the best of times, you come across a person or a group of people who challenge you to think outside your comfort zone and what you already know. it may just be for a moment, or for a while, or for the rest of your life, but hold on to those lessons of humility. these are the people that teach you the most and you can't help but be glad for the lesson. 

revel in the challenge. 

Sunday, January 15, 2012

3/52 Sisterhood Everlasting - Ann Brashares

After reading Before I Go To Sleep, I felt like I needed a bit of a breather and this was not it.

Holy fuck. I don't think I've ever cried so much while reading a book in my entire life. It seemed as though I couldn't read a chapter without bursting into tears.

As much as I've detested a) Carmen and b) books 2-4, I really enjoyed what this book had to offer. It offered fantastic closure and so much was resolved for those that have stuck with the series for this long. And yes, once again, I wonder whether Carmen ever learns from her past mistakes because her she is, fucking everything up again. And yes, once again, I wonder if ANY of them are going to change and redeem themselves. They don't. Of course. But, I can kind of see why this never happens. The reason why they constantly revert to their weak and low points is because they aren't being loving themselves and each other. They aren't moving with each other. When they make their mistakes and when the reader exclaims, "COME ON!", they're very much alone in their journeys.

Here, we find them suffering alone in their tragedies but eventually coming together (obviously) and finding friendship and love. Finally. Took long enough.

4/5

Friday, January 13, 2012

2/52 Before I Go To Sleep - SJ Watson

Woo! On pace for my 52 in 52 challenge this year.

I don't really know how I feel about this book and the story. I was engrossed and fascinated with the idea and I understand what the book and the author are trying to say about memory. Memory is fragile and there are many things in life that we take for granted until they disappear from our lives completely. I did, however, almost find the book a bit predictable at parts. I also didn't find Christine as likeable as she, perhaps, should have been. Maybe that's just me, but I wasn't quite fond of her.

In any case, it's worth a read if you find these types of books interesting. It was kind of like a soft Memento.


3/5

this is beautiful.

"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen."

- Elizabeth Kubler Ross

Sunday, January 8, 2012

1/52 - Is Everyone Hanging Out Without Me? - Mindy Kaling

I feel like Mindy Kaling is living the life that I really want to have. I wouldn't want to be a Tina Fey, Amy Poehler or a Kristen Wiig, but I sure would love to be rubbing elbows with them and generally breathing the same air in an office several floors below them.

That is what Mindy Kaling does and in this book, she writes about life, friendship, boys, family and work, stuff that a person like her can just get away with writing about. If a normal person like me wrote about that, it would just be a pathetic, narcissistic blog. Or a pathetic journal/diary. Fuck.

There are some funny parts, but there are some REALLY, laugh-out-loud on the bus funny parts that are worth buying the entire book. More than that, there are moments where I looked up and around and wished I could share the quotes and essays with. Like the one about the romantic comedies, or the one about the things boys should own/wear/do and the one where she hangs out with Amy Poehler.

Mindy Kaling is smart, funny, pretty, and a great writer. This book proves it. Most of all, she's real. She loves comedy, admires the people I admire and is unabashedly humble whilst being hilariously arrogant. She's who I should have grown up to be. Damn.

Anyway, one book out of 52 finished and done.

3/5

Thursday, January 5, 2012

the otherside

"We’re all on a journey
Down the hall of memories
Don’t worry bout what you ain’t got
Leave with a little bit of dignity
Never loved what I had
Always felt like I deserved more
But when I
Make it to the other side
Make it to the other side
That’s when we’ll settle up the score"
- The Roots "The OtherSide"

Monday, January 2, 2012

Dear Greg Mortenson,

I went on holiday this Christmas and read your book in all its infinite wisdom within 4 days. I am not exaggerating when I say that it is the most important book I will read regarding education and is an inspiration for educators and future educators like myself. I, too, wish to bring education to the margins of the world and your book has provided me with a guide and a blazed trail for me to follow.

Your work along with your staff both in the States and overseas is absolutely admirable. This book will lay the groundwork for all those wishing to emulate your accomplishments. Perhaps it won’t be the most gripping book for those who have no interest in non-fiction, Afghanistan, Pakistan, and/or education, but for those who are, it is a masterpiece that blends personal stories and characters with history, sociology and unrelenting optimism.

Dear Kathryn Stockett,

Yes, I gave into the hype and fell in love with almost every character in the book except for Stuart. I didn’t like Hilly or Elizabeth but I’m positive that there are women exactly like them who are real and either continue to follow others in their ignorance or steer others toward it.

Out of all the maids, I found myself admiring Yule May the most. Not quite sure why when most tend to steer themselves towards liking Minny and Aibileen the best. I just found her motivations to be true and admirable.

Long live Skeeter Phelan. Can’t wait to see the film!